1. Death Support
2. 20 Year Fall
3. Moments Like These
4. Nannette
5. Incomplete Smiles
Death Support
you terrorize children and put fear in their hearts.
the clergy you've created i will tear apart. psychological self torture
you help to create. it's only human nature in how they relate.
your misogynistic ways and your blood filthy hands. destroying all
self virtue... is that in your plans? you and your arrogance, what
makes you superior. what exactly are you trying to do? (say
goodbye) to all of your ways. (say goodbye) to your so called grace.
(say goodbye) to your so called ignorance. (say goodbye) to whay
you represent. you preach on love, but your covered in hate.
the look in your eyes, you're so fucking fake. you pull them into
your fucked up lies. you can't believe how they live their lives.
they live their lives in what you call sin. a place where you have
always been. but now you hide and cover it up. and yell at
them for what they've done. (so many unconditional memories).
20 Year Fall
you didn't have to go. you didn't have to
leave. you didn't have to die. someone tell me why. (seems
like times are changing). seems like change is breaking through.
wish we could have said goodbye. if only we knew it was your time.
one last hug before you left, even though we would have been upset.
someone tell me why. why'd you have to go? why'd you have to
leave? why'd you have to die? wish it was a lie. (seems
like times are changing). seems like change is breaking. back
in the day we use to be so close. then what happened? change
arose. a few years past, you came back in my life. it seemed
like you were doing alright. next thing i knew you took your last
breathe and now you know the mystery. wish it was a lie. who
would have thought on valentines. (you i'd miss). you knew
you shouldn't have been fucking with that shit anyway.
Moments Like These
why don't i feel the pain i know i should?
why is it that (all is gone)? why do i feel so fucking empty like
(all is gone)? nothing to do, no place to go cause (all is gone).
nothing can be replaced and nothing can be the same. (all is gone).
i can't fucking grab it (it's out of my control). i can't fucking
see it (it's out of my control). where the fuck is it (it's out of
my control). what am i to do (it's out of my control). there's
nothing left for me to try and do cause (all is gone). at times i
cry but with no tears cause (all is gone). i crave for the salt to
pass my lips but (all is gone). nothing can be replaced and nothing
can be the same. (all is gone). (life) is your time between
birth and (death). why does there seem to be an in between?
a part of (life) you don't understand and the parts of (death) you can't
comprehend? (why am i still here?) why am i here? why
am i here? (why are you still here?) why are you here?
why are you here? (why am i still here?) why am i here?
why am i here? (why are we still here?) (why are we still fucking
here?)
Nannette
mother why has it come to this? why is this
noose wrapped around my neck? what can i do before i fall?
i look back and i have no steps. my memory is fading with one regret.
you sit at home and cry for me, but you did no wrong. you did your
best. so now you carry on. (it seems like i am going nowhere),
but at least i'll get there fast. (wondering what's the purpose of
this) and how much longer will it last? (will it last?) when
you're in a state of devastation, where do you run? (where do you
run?) when all you know is aggravation, where do you run? (where
do you run?) when your life's complete complication, where do you
run? (where do you run?) when you're in a state of devastation,
where do you run? (where do you run?) mother why has it come
to this? why is this noose wrapped around my neck? what can
i do before i fall? i look back and i have no steps. my memory
is fading with one regret. you sit at home and cry for me, but you
did no wrong. you did your best. so now you carry on.
(it seems like i am going nowhere), but at least i'll get there fast.
(wondering what's the purpose of this) and how much longer will it last?
(will it last?) when you're in a state of devastation, where do you
run? (where do you run?) when all you know is aggravation,
where do you run? (where do you run?) when your life's complete
complication, where do you run? (where do you run?) when you're
in a state of devastation, where do you run? (where do you run?)
(left alone with a razor, he said) mother. (left alone with a razor,
he said, "mother please help me.") help me. help me.
help me. mother please.
Incomplete Smiles
hidden lies stay closed in the midst of absolute
cries. time is sending thoughts that show the pain in my eyes.
the love that we created, it's plan to fall and die take me back to my
childhood when this heart was still mine. the soft touch of your
lips is enough to make me cry. a hint of your voice gives me reason
not to die. candles light my night and make me think of you.
dead roses on the wall. i wish to see you soon. (acceptance)
to let this pain fulfill. (indulgence) know this love is real.
(temptation) to see what's underneath. (hesitation) of what will
come to be. hidden lies stay closed in the midst of absolute cries.
time is sending thoughts that show the pain in my eyes. i'm a walking
open wound with salt for tears. i've gazed all around, but there's
no comfort here. a stab to my chest will end all my fears.
how can something so complex ever be this clear. candles light my
night and make me think of you. dead roses on the wall. i wish
to see you soon. there's something not right inside of me.
it's growing like a disease. it's in my veins and it's spilling over
you. and i don't know how long i can watch you fade with me.
i take you down where you should not be.