American Clown 7"
 

1.  Reality
2.  American Clown
3.  Idol
4.  Expectations
 

Reality
when your life is looking really shitty, your just wolling in self-pity.  pull your head out, turn your blue eyes brown.  grass is greener on the other side.  don't run from your problems, don't try to hide.  grass is greener on the other side.  reality... everyone creates their own special dream depending on their surrounding scene.  so go ahead, now's the time to dream.  everyone creates their own reality based on their own mentality.  go ahead, create reality.  don't give up when they put you down.  so hard to smile when you always frown.  don't give up when they put you down.  life is only as good as you make it.  so grab reality by the balls and take it.  life is good, as good as you make it.

American Clown
when i look around i don't like what i see.  then i take another look, i don't like what they're doing to me.  when i look around it always makes me frown, at the fucked up morals of the all american clown.  he has two kids and a wife.  works overtime just to get the secretary's slice.  shit like this going on and your calling me fucked up.  obviously you don't know, you don't know what's up.  'cause everybody does the same old shit.  everybody has faults.  i just don't try to fucking hide by being your wet dream, four year scholar, and captain of the football team.  i'm not the all american clown. (4x)

Idol
once was a girl that i used to know.  more than a friend, not far from a ho.  i thought she was so cute and cool 'til that day i woke up a fool.  cherished the ground that you walked on and i cared so much what you said.  then you showed me your true colors and i could care less if you were dead.  how can you call me a loser?  how can you say that i'm dumb?  went to the same shows as you did.  boy we had so much fun.  now that it's over.  it's finished, it's done.  jaded memories of what's to come.  i was so blind to all the things that you did, making love to everyone.  now i'm dumb, so now i'm dumb.  how can you call me a loser?  how can you say that i'm dumb?  went to the same shows as you did.  boy we had so much fun.

Expectations
trying to live my life just for me, staying way out of your reality.  don't put expectations down on me 'cause i'll just let you down.  can't you see?  it may seem selfish and it may seem mean, but it's the only way that i'll stay serene.  i try my best to look out for my brother.  but what it comes down to is that it's up to thee.  live my life, live my life just for me.  live your life, live your life just for you. (x2)  no one understands me.  am i all alone?  tired of being misunderstood.  tired of doing the things i should.  do i speak a foreign language?  am i so different than you?  live my life, live my life just for me.  live your life, live your life just for you. (x2)
 

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