1. Pent Up
2. Explanation
3. Outright Lies
4. Had My Chance
5. Smart Enough To Run
6. Holding Back
7. My Little World
8. Blink
9. I've Won
10. Something I Don't Know
11. Family Resemblance
12. I Hate Myself
13. I Don't Wanna Hear It (Minor Threat
cover song)
Pent Up
Whenever I'm alone with you I keep to myself It's
not because I'm bored with you It must be my health I feel like I'm a little
kid Afraid to go to school I lock myself inside my room And act like a
fool I don't know why And I don't miss it I wanna cry And no one's listening
I don't know why The phone keeps ringing But I'm not home Or maybe I am
The world outside is not the same I don't give a damn I like around in
bed all day The ceiling's all I see You try to take me out the door But
I won't leave On my own I'm afraid All my feelings Seem the same Feel the
same
Explanation
He stumbles in at night and the clock says 3 a.m.
The love of his life just wonders Where on earth he's been He can't explain
himself, A poor excuse is all he's got A mess of contradictions have His
stomach tied in knots She gets tired of waiting up all night If he truly
cared for her He'd stay at gome tonight He says he's out with friends,
Then again he could be anywhere She starts to have a nervous breakdown
when he isn't there She tried to call him on the phone And no one's there
No explanation can be given Wide awake at night again. What is it
gonna take He tries to speak, It makes her think his story is a fake She
can't take these fables anymore What she wants to know is What the phone
numbers are for The love of his life just wonders Where on earth he's been
He can't explain himself, A poor excuse is all he's got
Outright Lies
I try my best to reach perfection And all I get
is more rejection I wanna know what you're about It's nice to know Someone's
out there asking But what's it worth When it's all you're telling?
I think it's you I've finally figured out Those outright lies you've said
Are knocking me down What's left to do When your life's turned upside down?
I've gotten flak from all who know me If you speak truth Then you need
to show me You can't expect me To just nod my head and smile Cuz ignorance
is not my style As my false pride gets in the way I start believing all
you say I cross my fingers all the while I'm running in a winless race
I'm out of time and out of place I play the sucker all the time I simply
can't make up my mind Whoever I choose to believe Who says they won't stand
up and leave And who'll be waiting next in line Won't you give me another
sign? Turn it upside down
Had My Chance
I have my chance What in the hell am I waiting
for I offer my apology For the millinoth time I try in vain To try to get
you to just open up You never have an answer And I never question why I
stare outside your window Waiting for it to begin As you turn I'll keep
my head low Why can't you let me in? I'm in your head Too bad, I
know that's not what I said You twist my words Til they seem good enough
for you You say I hurt your feelings And one thing is a fact You think
I'm disgusting, But I know you want me back I'm out of your life But my
picture remains I never found the right things to say Tell me who on earth
Are you fooling today I've had all I can take I'm leaving anyway Somebody
stop me I had my chance Why in the hell did I wat so long I offered my
apology It's shoved back in my face I tried in vain to tell you Why did
I wait so fucking long I spent all this time wondering What I had done
wrong
Smart Enough To Run
Out making fun of me, I don't like it I'm not some
"wind-me-up" you can play You've go thte best of me, I can't fight it There's
nothign left that I can say This runaround you're giving me It makes me
long for better days Don't ever take me for a fool I'm smart enough to
run away You're standing over me, I don't mind it You have this way of
stopping time Whenever things turn sour, I'll be on my way I only wanna
take what's mine I say this runaround you're giving me There's got to be
a better way You've go thte best of me I'm not so blind that I can't see
Don't ever take me for a fool Last thing I wants to be your tool This runaround
you're giving me, It's not the same You don't mean nothing, But I can't
forget your name Don't ever take me for a fool I won't forget your golden
rule I'm smart enough to run away
Holding Back
I can't believe the things I've said Like all the
times I'd hope that you were dead What's going on inside my head?
To think of you is only making me red You shut me out and I can't believe
it Was I so blind that I couldn't see it You offered love and I didn't
need it I'm tired of holding back It's getting old, your bigotry I'm getting
fed up with the things You're telling me Your world's so dark that you
can't see That all your anger is your only energy
My Little World
I can't imagine any human being slapping me I got
so high that I didn't let you get to me Ignored my problems With the help
of my little boy I'm losing all that's close And I don't even wonder why
And I care if I'm alone I'm not myself unless I'm stoned I'm in my little
world; No one can shut me out Don't try to talk to me, I'm high And there's
no doubt My mind has been through hell and back And I don't care I'm in
my little world, It's too bad you're not there I start to freak on how
The way things used to be You say you're happy But there's something you're
not telling me I'm always fucked up And that really seems to bother you
I don't ever wanna change There's nothing you can say or do And I don't
care if I'm alone I'm not myself unless I'm stoned Do it again!
Blink
I'm sick of feeling like the faceless one But that's
all changed because I've found someone If I had blinked I probably never
would have met her And now I wouldn't change a thing She seems to sparkle
with her every move My mind goes crazy when she's in the room I try not
tho think of how things were When you weren't here My friends all say I've
lost my head And it's not fair Nothing matters whne I call And you're not
there I've fallen totally in love and I don't care I used to think that
I could hold my own I'd rather die than have to live alone
I've Won
I recall the time that changed My whole fucking
life Call it fate, call it what you want, But it happened to me Some people
go through life searching For this thing caled love Call it fate, call
it what you want, But it happened to me And I can't believe The way she
makes me feel inside When I'm around her, I just can't help but smile She
may be unsuspecting of this But I'll look at her And say all of things
I feel I'm gonna tel her how I fell inside I've won She makes me laugh,
she makes me cry My love for her will never die She makes me think, She
mkaes me believe in myself Now I can see my life is rectified And I can't
believe how She changed my life My outlook on life is leaning Toard the
positive She means everything to me And I'll do anything to keep From losing
her Deep in my heart I can't lose her And I don't feel like such a loser
now I've won
Something I Don't Know
I used to think that I could take on The whole
world I didn't need my friends For what I could do on my own And then you
came along And showed me I was wrong My world turned upside down Ever since
we were alone You're always there To tell me that I'm crazy First to admit
that I'm fucking crazy Tell me somtehing I don't know I get the feeling
that you don't think so Tell me something I don't know you know I start
believing all the stupid words You say I turn to liquor to make all my
problems go away You try to tell me that I'm making a mistake I never listen
to you, I justhope you stay away I love it when you say I'm good for nothing
you always think That I'm up to somthing
Family Resemblance
I can't stand to watch myself Or anybody else sometimes
Confidence is lacking, I turn to run away Can't take the pressure of it
all I'm not frightened about who I'm gonna meet I'm just afraid that I
might fall I keep repreating the same words you say I ignore my problems
cuz they get in the way Nothing matters when all's said and done Family
resemblance is something We have in common You used to tell me never Keep
your feelings down You can't let anger in the way I've spent a lifetime
Looking for a little break Things don't change, They just stay the same
Sometimes Sometimes I just can't help myself
I Hate Myself
Walking down a crowded street I stop to get something
to eat And I hope I see no one I know Out of the blue I see my ex I think
she's looking for some sex But heh here I don't want to go Some people
ask me why I feel this way I look at them And tell them just go away I
hate myself and everyone else I just wanna be alone Noone to call me on
the phone Then I know I can be by myself Just my luck I get a call I can't
get any sleep at all So I tell 'em all to go to hell
I Don't Want To Hear It (Minor Threat Cover Song)
I don't want to hear it All you do is talk about
you I don't want to hear it Cause I know that none of it's true I don't
want to hear it Sick and tired of all your lies I don't want to hear it
When are you gonna realize... That I don't want to hear it Know you're
full of shit Shut your fucking mouth I don't care what you say You keep
talking Talking everyday First you're telling stories Then you're telling
lies When the fuck Are you gonna realize That I don't want to hear it Know
you're full of shit.