1993 Demo Tape
 

1.  Grown Up
2.  Why Are We Here?
3.  Addicted
4.  Welcome To This World
5.  Evil Cherub
6.  Lost
7.  Stagnate
 

Grown Up
Growin' up so hard to do.  why's it gotta happen to you.  so many things you feel, life seems so unreal.  so many things you feel, life seems so unreal.  try to explain, but no one understands.  don't give up 'cause you'll soon be a man.  i know it hurts, and i know it's confusing.  but acting out on your anger is where you're losing.  what you gonna fuckin' do, all your friends have abandoned you.  so many things you feel, life seems so unreal.  so many things you feel, life seems so unreal.  be yourself and you will see.  that in the end your best friend you will be.  life goes fast, it's just a stage.  it's normal for a kid your age.  just stay true to your own and you'll never be alone.  so many things you feel, life seems so unreal.  so many things you feel, life seems so unreal.  try to explain, but no one understands.  don't give up 'cause you'll soon be a man.

Why Are We Here?
why are we here, what are we supposed to do?  who the fuck are you telling me what to do?  you're not God, you're just a fuckin' fraud.  don't be blind, just open your eyes.  it can be anything in the sky.  you're not God, you're just a fuckin' fraud.  your religion is breeding confusion.  why are we here, what are we supposed to do?  don't be so blind.  well how can there only be one, with so many different views?  don't tell me to believe in your God, because i fuckin' refuse.

Addicted
started out smoking pot and drinking a lot.  never thought i was doing no harm.  ended up with a needle in my arm.  started out all fun and games.  ended up real fuckin' lame.  'cause i'm addicted.  disease of addiction.  'cause i'm addicted.  mental affliction.  why did it have to happen to me?  why couldn't it skip my family?  yes, i'm still an addict.  just gave the shit a rest.  now i know it's for the best.  started out all fun and games.  ended up real fuckin' lame.  so i gave the shit a rest.  put my body to the test.

Welcome To This World
how can you be so peaceful, when there's a man with a plan?  his finger's on the button, he's ready to destroy your land (x2).  i see he's already fooled you.  filled you up with his lies.  he's got you in a trance.  you're hypnotized.  his wife no longer talks to him.  his kids are strung out on dope.  so he takes the last swig of his great flask of hope.  now his hands are badly shaken and he doesn't care about the lives he'll be taken.  oh shit, he pushed the button.  twenty seconds till you're gone.  now you wanta speak your mind man.  sorry you waited too long.  why couldn't you just listen.  read between the lines.  too busy with your life.  you never had the time.

Evil Cherub
little man inside my head.  he won't shut up and i want him dead.  he won't let me think straight.  he always makes me stay up late.  why can't he just be my friend?  when's this madness gonna end?  there's a little man inside my head.  he won't shut up and i want him dead.  when things should be going right, he makes them wrong.  when i show my weaknesses, he comes out strong.  i wish i could find a way to return to sanity.  tap dacing on my brain and i'm going insane.  i'm fed up with his stupid head game.  i wish i could find a way to return to sanity.  there's no escape.  there's no...  escape.  no escape.  no way out.  my head is always filled with doubt.

Lost
lost and alone, a hollow shell of a man.  he once knew it all.  now he's got no plan.  fucked up so many times.  now he pays the toll.  hollow shell of a man.  he's got no soul.  voices tampering with his head.  he often wishes he was dead.  he's hollow inside.  he's dying inside.  it hurts inside.  die.  always holding his head down.  knowing no one cares.  raping every girl that gives him a stare.  he's hollow inside.  he's dying inside.  it hurts inside.  die.

Stagnate
no the time has come.  gotta change the way things are going.  it's so easy to stagnate when what i should be doing is growing.  cause it's so easy to stagnate.  it's so easy to stagnate.  it's not up to you.  now it's up to me.  gotta wake up, face reality.  the cats are trip, trippin'.  the ceiling keeps on a drippin'.  and i keep on a slippin'.  into a deep depression.  happy songs don't last long, it's the ones with meaning that come out strong (x2).  but the ceiling keeps on drippin'.  and i keep slippin'.  now's the time to get out of this frame of mind.  but the ceiling keeps on drippin'.  and i keep slippin'.  into a deep, deep depression.
 

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