1. Thought A Lot
2. Self Evaluation
3. Birthday Party
4. Friday April 6
5. All My Life
6. Amazingly True
Thought A lot
I, I've thought a lot about you. About what
you mean to me. And where I'll be. A couple of years from now.
I think I've got my head straight. And now I know for sure.
I want to know you more. I, am so happy yet so sad. Cause I
miss you oh so bad. I'm staring at your photograph. yeah, the
one you'd like to cut in half. Of all my thoughts I've thought about
you and all the things I said were true. Well I need you. I've
tried I've failed. I've made mistakes. But I know I've got
what it takes. To see this through. Be good to you. I
know I've got what it takes. I, I've thought a lot about you.
About what you mean to me. And where I'll be. A couple of years
from now. I think I've got my head straight. And now I know
for sure. I want to know you more. I've tried I've failed.
I've made mistakes. But I know I've got what it takes. To see
this through. Be good to you. I know I've got what it takes.
I, am so happy yet so sad. Cause I miss you oh so bad. I'm
staring at your photograph. yeah, the one you'd like to cut in half.
Of all my thoughts I've thought about you and all the things I said were
true. Well I need you. I've tried I've failed. I've made
mistakes. But I know I've got what it takes. To see this through.
Be good to you. I know I've got what it takes.
Self Evaluation
I'd like to tell ya what you want to hear.
I've made some changes in this past year. It's so very simple yet
I'm so confused. My mind is so tired. My body is bruised.
You don't know a thing if you're asking. You don't have a clue if
you never knew. I'm cold, I'm old. I know I've been told.
One too many times, one too many times. Sit back, relax. No
interest, no tax. One hand on my shoulder. Two eyes on my soul.
I'd like to tell ya what you want to hear. I've made some changes
in this past year. It's so very simple yet I'm so confused.
My mind is so tired. My body is bruised. You don't know a thing
if you're asking. You don't have a clue if you never knew.
I'm cold, I'm old. I know I've been told. One too many times,
one too many times. Sit back, relax. No interest, no tax.
One hand on my shoulder. Two eyes on my soul. I'd like to tell
ya what you want to hear. I've made some changes in this past year.
It's so very simple yet I'm so confused. My mind is so tired.
My body is bruised.
Birthday Party
Too late it's my birthday. You're not here;
you're not there. I called you to tell you how much I care.
Don't you hear me? I need you near me. I've set a place for
two. Your seat and my heart. Empty from the start. And
all alone. Did you just forget me? Not recall I breathe at
all. I wrap my arms around me. Hold back the tears, what's
one more year?
Friday April 6
The way things went today. The ground so
cold and gray. My thoughts are far away. It's nice outside
your house. For me it's cloudy out most every day. Any feelings
I had left inside. Were ripped out of my chest after that night.
It didn't take me long to recognize. Your new identity was based
on lies. I asked around and I can't find the reason why. So
suddenly cold. It hit me hard at first. Was what you said rehearsed?
Was it your new friends? Any feelings I had left inside. Were
ripped out of my chest after that night. It didn't take me long to
recognize. Your new identity was based on lies.
All My Life
My thoughts they wait for me. But I just
can't get there. I just sit in my room alone and stare. All
the things I do in a day. I just can't get there. I should
use that time to pray, that time to care. All my life I have been
trying to find something to keep me occupied. I guess I've known
all along that it was you. I'm so sick and tired of running away.
When I know that the good times go. They never stay. So sick
and tired of dancing the night away. I've forgotten what it's like
to wake up early and greet the new day. All my life I have been trying
to find something to keep me occupied. I guess I've known all along
that it was you. All my life I have been trying to find someone that's
always on my side. I believe that what you said is true. And
GOD has shown me that HE won't turn away no matter what I do, no matter
what I say. It's just so hard to let go and simply let HIM
in. I've got to make the choice or be back where I've been.
Amazingly True
Don't forget my nervous smile. Don't forget
when it's been a while. You've gone your way and I've gone mine.
I wanted you to stay, and spend more time. Your photograph has been
worn thin. It's been worn in. We'll look back and laugh, cause
we were so young and so full of fun. You've gone your way and I've
gone mine. I wanted you to stay and spend more time. spend
more time with me. Enjoy life with you. We've got a lot to
see. We've got a lot to do. Amazingly, truthfully, beautifully,
you.