1. Flick Is Sick
2. Daed Si Em
3. Slip Her The Tongue Twice
4. Motionless Skeptic
5. Joy Of Understanding
6. Left Without Air To Breathe
Flick Is Sick
i am nothing. i feel nothing. that's
why i hurt you. my heart's blacker than black now (that's why i hurt
you). you deserve so much better. that's why i hurt you.
i hate myself (that's why i hurt you). i'm starting to feel sick.
it's hard for me to breathe. i wish that i could laugh. so
please help me conceive. all that's happened is too hard to believe.
so much confusion. please help me breathe. i am here to cause
pain. that's why i hurt you. i feed off my own (that's why
i hurt you). i am a selfish fuck. that's why i hurt you.
i had to go away (that's why i hurt you). i'm starting to feel sick.
it's hard for me to breathe. i wish that i could laugh. so
please help me conceive. all that's happened is too hard to believe.
so much confusion. please help me breathe. that night, you
might as well have stuck a knife in both of our hearts. my chest
has caved in. salts burning my eyes. curled up in a fetal position.
this i despise. this moment i despise. this moment i despise.
this moment i despise. despise. despise. despise.
despise. despise. this moment i despise. that's why i
hurt you. that's why i hurt you. that's why i hurt you.
that's why.
Daed Si Em
medicate my smile without a fucking choice.
with a mind like this how can i rejoice? with lust for the sight
of my own fucking blood. how could i possibly ever overcome?
in the arms of an angel that dropped me, kicked me in my head. opened
my mouth and pissed down my throat. through me into a stone wall
until it broke in half. while it laughed in a cynical matter.
like it had never been happier in it's whole existence. how can i
fix this? i can't, i won't, i'm fucked. just melting away day
after day after day... (here's your chance) to come into my mind.
i'm sure you'll scare from what you might find. (don't go too deep)
if you enjoy your life. don't go too far, you might not survive.
(in a field of lost hope, lost love, lost faith) lost enough for all of
you to take. (in a field of lost hope, lost love, lost faith) lost
enough for all of you to take. in the arms of a devil that knows
my pain. comforts me. wipes tears from my face. understands
my lack of faith. heals my wounds before it's too late. helps
me through my weakest moments. gets me through the night. offers
it's hand. night after night after night... (here's your chance)
to come into my mind. i'm sure you'll scare from what you might find.
(don't go too deep) if you enjoy your life. don't go too far, you
might not survive. (in a field of lost hope, lost love, lost faith)
lost enough for all of you to take. (in a field of lost hope, lost
love, lost faith) lost enough for all of you to take.
Slip Her The Tongue Twice
bathed in disgust, with my lack of trust in the
human race. how can this be? you're apart of me. i won't
accept this. i'm a different species. you don't need me and
i don't want you. see this finger. this means fuck you.
you don't need me and i don't want you. see this finger. this
means fuck you. i refuse to be human. let me go. i refuse
to be human. just say no. i refuse to be human. let me
go. i refuse to be human. just say no. bathed in disgust,
with my lack of trust in the human race. how can this be? you're
apart of me. i won't accept this. i'm a different species.
you don't need me and i don't want you. see this finger. this
means fuck you. you don't need me and i don't want you. see
this finger. this means fuck you. humanity, qualities of kindness
and sympathy. humanity, qualities of kindness and sympathy.
i refuse to be human. let me go. i refuse to be human.
just say no. i refuse to be human. let me go. i refuse
to be human. just say no.
Motionless Skeptic
i watched you throw up your insides. i watched
you rot so thin. i watched you pause threw breaths. not knowing
when you'd end. did you leave because life's cruel? or because
God laughs at my pain? i know where ever you are i hope you're in
a safer place. you know i miss you and it's hard to live without
you. and i know if you can see me these days then i know it must
be hard for you too. i wish i would have been there. i know
i should have been there. i wish i would have been there. i
know i should have been there. i wanted to be there for your last
breath. hold your hand till nothing was left except for your flesh.
that's my one regret. you were there for me when i came in.
i wasn't there for you when you left. you were there for me when
i came in. every day is a struggle. not being able to see your
face. my ears grow cold not being able to hear your voice.
i loathe this place. i had myself under a false appearance just so
they will go away. i hope you know how much i love you and i hope
you know how much i care. i wish i would have been there. i
know i should have been there. i wish i would have been there.
i know i should have been there. i wanted to be there for your last
breath. hold your hand till nothing was left except for your flesh.
that's my one regret. you were there for me when i came in.
i wasn't there for you when you left. you were there for me when
i came in. i watched you throw up your insides. i watched you
rot so thin. i watched you pause threw breaths. not knowing
when you'd end. i wish i would have been there. i know i should
have been there. i wish i would have been there. not being
there is my one regret!
Joy Of Understanding
crucify me upside down on a wooden cross.
tell me that i'm worthless and all i am i lost. tell me that i'm
useless and i'll amount to nothing. if i'm like you then i'll be
something. blinded by lies and useless tradition. blinded eyes
(drowned in submission). blinded by lies and useless tradition.
blinded eyes (drowned in submission). blinded by lies and useless
tradition. blinded eyes (drowned in submission). blinded by
lies and useless tradition. blinded eyes (drowned in submission).
i've never been like you and i know i'll never be. so just take this
time to crucify me. tell me that i'm useless and i'll amount to nothing.
i'll never be like you and to me that's something.
Left Without Air To Breathe
all these religions are so called loving, but all
i see is hate (hate, hate, hate). it makes me sick i think i'm gonna
cry. it's a sad fuckin' world when two wrongs make a right.
i don't support this action except to help the innocent. i don't
support you in any kind of way. when smoke them out of their holes
is what you have to say. you're an ignorant fuck that fills them
with hate. everybody's sayin' (their all gonna die). everybody's
sayin' (their all gonna die). everybody's sayin' (their all gonna
die). everybody's sayin' (their all gonna die). everybody's
sayin' (their all gonna die). everybody's sayin' (their all gonna
die). everybody's sayin' (their all gonna die). everybody's
sayin' (their all gonna die). that won't bring back mothers, fathers,
sisters, brothers, grandparents, cousins, aunts, uncles, sons or daughters.
it will just cause more pain in other's hearts, spirits, and minds.
if that's what you wanna do then fuck you. all this time spent on
hate. all this time spent on hate. all this time spent on hate.
all this time wasted on hate. everybody's sayin' (their all gonna
die). everybody's sayin' (their all gonna die). everybody's
sayin' (their all gonna die). everybody's sayin' (their all gonna
die). everybody's sayin' (their all gonna die). everybody's
sayin' (their all gonna die). everybody's sayin' (their all gonna
die). everybody's sayin' (their all gonna die). (there's no
hope) we're all gonna die. (there's no hope) we're all gonna die.
(there's no hope) we're all gonna die. (there's no hope) we're all
gonna fuckin' die. what goes around comes around. what goes
around comes around. karma's a bitch so (try not to kill)!