1. Cognition
2. Steps
3. Windows
4. Run And Fall
Cognition
This is the way i get when im unhappy with myself,
i feel my mistakes pounding into my lead, lying to my conscience believing
i was misled theres things ive learned since timess passed on still i hurt
when will regret be gone gone are the days of feeling good within my soul
and ill gain self respect by gaining self control, ive got a feeling that
i can beat this game then i wont have why do i do the wrong things over
and over again when it seems the outcome never makes any sense, ive got
a feeling that i can beat this game then i wont have to feel the shame.
Steps
i want to live my life, live it my own way over
throw the shame, the shame you dealt brought me to my knees always trying
to please you instead of living for me, you say you say you know what's
best for me time change the time has come for me to change and you controlled
my dreams, i never asked you and i never agreed to your requests goal destinies
i abandoned you and now i'm free, now i, i live my life live it my own
way forget yesterday no expectations just my ambitions identity the choice
is up to me.
Windows
cause i cant feel what you feel im afraid to see
whats real cause one cant go on, go on being beat upon and i cant even
see how lucky it is to be me and i feel ashamed because your life is my
worst dream through windows we look but when cannot feel the anguish suffering
and harsh ordeals, no sense, no sense of empathy, is this thw way the way
it has to be, and you you look to me for sympathy but what can i say i
might know if i felt the pain but we just look away ignore the pain through
windows must break the pane through windows i see you.
Run And Fall