1. Maybe Memories
2. The Taste Of Ink
3. Bulimic
4. Say Days Ago
5. Poetic Tragedy
6. Buried Myself Alive
7. A Box Full Of Sharp Objects
8. Blue And Yellow
9. Greener With The Scenery
10. Noise And Kisses
11. On My Own
12. Pieces Mended
13. Choke
Maybe Memories
As we trudge along through the mud and we tried
to call it home. But we weren't alright, not at all. Not for
one... for one... for one second. Never have been one to write it
down. Now I think I can. I know I'm stronger now. Who's
looking south? Not me, I'm not looking back. I'm done denying
the truth to anyone cause I'm alive. As we trudge along through the
mud and we tried to call it home. But we weren't alright, not at
all. Not for one... for one... for one second. You showed me
how. You seemed to find a hole, but I just laughed and smiled.
Begged and rolled my eyes. Even cried and denied the truth to you.
Just like the truth to me... mostly lied. I'm not going to look back.
I'm not going to look back. I'm not going to look back. I'm
not going to look back. White it out like glittering wax butterflies
(Butterflies, butterflies). Never have been one to write it down.
Now I think I can. I know I'm stronger now. Who's looking south?
Not me, I'm not looking back. I'm done denying the truth to anyone
cause I'm alive. I'm not going to look back. I'm not going
to look back. I'm not going to look back. I'm not going to
look back. I'm not going to look back. I'm not going to look
back. I'm not going to look back.
The Taste Of Ink
Is it worth it can you even hear me, standing with
your spotlight on me? Not enough to feed the hungry. I'm tired
and I felt it for awhile now. In this sea of lonely... the taste
of ink is getting old. It's four o'clock in the fucking morning.
Each day gets more and more like the last day. Still I can see it
coming while I'm standing in the river drowning. This could be my
chance to break out. This could be my chance to say goodbye.
At last it's finally over. Couldn't take this town much longer.
Being half dead wasn't what I planned to be. Now I'm ready to be
free. So here I am. It's in my hands and I'll savor every moment
of this. So here I am. Alive at last and I'll savor every moment
of this. And won't you think I'm pretty when I'm standing top the
bright lit city? And I'll take you hand and pick you up and keep
you there so you can see it. As long as you're alive and care I promise
I will take you there. And we'll drink and dance the night away.
We'll drink and dance the night away. So here I am. It's in
my hands and I'll savor every moment of this. So here I am.
Alive at last and I'll savor every moment of this... savor every moment
of this. As long as you're alive... here I am. I promise I
will take you there. As long as you're alive... here I am.
I promise I will take you there. And won't you think I'm pretty when
I'm standing top the bright lit city? And I'll take you hand and
pick you up and keep you there so you can see it. As long as you're
alive and care I promise I will take you there. As long as you're
alive and care I promise I will take you there. So here I am.
It's in my hands and I'll savor every moment of this. So here I am.
Alive at last and I'll savor every moment of this... savor every moment
of this... savor every moment of this.
Bulimic
From the way that you acted to the way that I felt
it, it wasn't worth my time. And now it's sad cause all I missed
wasn't that good to begin with. And now I've started you begging,
saying things that you don't mean. It isn't worth my time.
A line's a dime a million times and I'm about to see all of them.
Goodbye to you. Goodbye to you. You're taking up my time.
Goodbye to you. Goodbye to you. You're taking up my time.
Goodbye to you. Goodbye to you. You're taking up my time.
Goodbye to you. Goodbye to you. You call my name when I wake
up to see things go your way. I'm coughing up my time. Each
drag's a drop of blood, a grain, a minute of my life. It's all I've
got just to stay down. Why the fuck am I still down? I'm hoarding
all that's mine. Each time I let just one slip by I'm wasting what
is mine. Goodbye to you. Goodbye to you. You're taking
up my time. Goodbye to you. Goodbye to you. You're taking
up my time. Goodbye to you. Goodbye to you. You're taking
up my time. Goodbye to you. Goodbye to you. My time.
My time. My time. I'm about to see a million things I thought
I'd never see before and I... I'm about to do all of the things I've dreamed
of and I don't even miss you at all. I'm about to see a million things
I thought I'd never see before and I... I'm about to do all of the things
I've dreamed of and I don't even miss you at all (Fuck you). Goodbye
to you. Goodbye to you. You're taking up my time. Goodbye
to you. Goodbye to you. You're taking up my time. Goodbye
to you. Goodbye to you. You're taking up my time. Goodbye
to you. Goodbye to you. You're taking up my time. Goodbye
to you. Goodbye to you. You're taking up my time. Goodbye
to you. Goodbye to you. You're taking up my time. Goodbye
to you. Goodbye to you. You're taking up my time. Goodbye
to you. Goodbye to you.
Say Days Ago
I still remember a year ago. The times we
spent. I feel that I'm happier now. Up from the down by all
means. It's strange cause I feel the same way. I think of what
it looks like. I think of what it tastes like. I think of what
it looks like. I think of what it tastes... tastes... Same
strange. Said it's strange cause I feel the same. Same strange.
Said it's strange cause I feel the same. Still remember what it tastes
like... what it felt like. Makes me ill... me ill. Same strange.
Said it's strange cause I feel the same. I think of what it looks
like. I think of what it tastes like. I think of what it looks
like. I think of what it tastes... tastes... Same strange.
Said it's strange cause I feel the same. Same strange. Said
it's strange cause I feel the same. Same strange (Still remember).
Said it's strange cause I feel the same (What it tastes like...).
Same strange (What it felt like). Said it's strange cause I feel
the same. God, makes me ill. Makes me ill. Makes me...
makes me ill. God, it makes me ill. God, it makes me ill (Still
remember what it tastes like.... what it felt like). Makes me...
Poetic Tragedy
The cup is not half empty as pessimists say.
As far as he sees nothing's left in the cup. A whole cup full of
nothing for him to indulge since the voice of ambition has long since been
shut up. Go. A singer, a writer, he's not dreaming now of going
nowhere. Gave heed to nothing, and all that he was... is just a tragedy.
So he voyages in circles. Succeeds getting nowhere. And submits
to the substance that first got him there... there... there... there.
Then in violent, frustration he cries out to God or just no one.
Is there a point to this madness and all that he was... is just a tragedy.
He feels alone. His heart in his hand. He's alone. He
feels alone. I feel... Then on that last day he breaks.
And he stood tall and he yelled... and he yelled... Then in violent,
frustration he cries out to God or just no one. Is there a point
to this madness and all that he was... is just a tragedy.
Buried Myself Alive
You almost always pick the best times to drop the
worst lines. You almost made me cry again this time. Another
false alarm. Red flashing lights. Well this time I'm not going
to watch myself die. I think I made it a game to play your game,
and let myself cry. I buried myself alive on the inside so I coulde
shut you out, and let you go away for a long time. Go. I guess
it's ok I puked the day away. I guess it's better you trapped yourself
in your own way. And if you want me back you're gonna have to ask...
I think the chain broke away and I felt it the day that I had my own time.
I took advantage of myself and felt fine, but it was worth the night.
I caught an early flight and I made it home. I guess it's ok I puked
the day away. I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own
way. And if you want me back you're gonna have to ask nicer than
that... nicer than that. With my foot on your neck I finally have
you right where I want you... right where I want you... right where I want
you... right where I want you. I guess it's ok I puked the day away.
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way (Your own way).
And if you want me back you're gonna have to ask nicer than that (I guess
it's ok I puked the day away)... nicer than that (I guess it's better you
trapped yourself in your own way). And if you want me back you're
gonna have to ask nicer than that... nicer than... nicer...
A Box Full Of Sharp Objects
It's our time to shine through the down, glorified
by what is ours. We've fallen in love. We've fallen in love
(We've fallen in love). It was the best idea I ever had. Today
I fell and felt better. Just knowing this matters, I just feel stronger
and sharper. Found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful thing.
Today I fell and felt better. Just knowing this matters, I just feel
stronger and sharper. Found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful
thing. Today I fell and felt better. Just knowing this matters,
I just feel stronger and sharper. Found a box of sharp objects what
a beautiful thing. Do you want a song of glory? Well I'm fucking
screaming at you. It's our time to shine through the down, glorified
by what is ours. We've fallen in love. We've fallen in love
(We've fallen in love). It was the best idea I ever had. Today
I fell and felt better. Just knowing this matters, I just feel stronger
and sharper. Found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful thing.
Today I fell and felt better. Just knowing this matters, I just feel
stronger and sharper. Found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful
thing. Found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful thing.
Found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful thing.
Blue And Yellow
And it's all in how you mix the two and it starts
just where the light exists. It's a feeling that you cannot miss
and it burns a hole through everyone that feels it. Well you're never
gonna find it. If you're looking for it won't come your way, yeah.
Well you'll never find it if you're looking for it (Looking for it).
Should've done something, but I've done it enough by the way your hands
were shaking. Rather waste some time with you. And you never
would have though in the end how amazing it feels just to live again.
It's a feeling that you cannot miss. And it burns a hold through
everone that feels it. Well you're never gonna find it. If
you're looking for it won't come your way, yeah. Well you'll never
find it if you're looking for it (Looking for it). Should've done
something, but I've done it enough by the way your hands were shaking.
Rather waste some time with you. Should've said something, but I've
said it enough by the way my words were faded. Rather waste some
time with you... time with you... time with you... time with you... waste
some time with you... waste some time with you. Should've done something,
but I've done it enough by the way your hands were shaking. Rather
waste my time with you. Should've said something, but I've said it
enough by the way my words were faded. Rather waste my time with
you. Should've done something, but I've done it enough by the way
my hands were shaking. Rather waste some time with you... waste some
time with you... waste some time with you... waste some time with you...
waste some time with you... waste some time with you... waste some time
with you... waste some time with you. Should've done something, but
I've done it enough by the way your hands were shaking. Rather waste
some time with you.
Greener With The Scenery
You took it back. Well, how could you go
and do something like that? My fingernail phase. Worst has
got the best of you. I ask you and I know I need to change... change.
You took it back. You ripped my heart out of my... then you put it
back. I'm pulling my hair. I let you just a million times.
I love you even though it isn't fair. Run. We go around again
in circles. Play this game over again. Run. We go around
again in circles. You took it back. You ripped my heart out
of my... then you put it back. I'm pulling my hair. I let you
just a million times. I love you even though it isn't fair.
Run. We go around again in circles (Circles). Play this game
over again. Run. We go around again in circles. You took
it back. You took it back. Run. We go around again in
circles. Play this game over again. Run. We go around
again in circles... circles. Run. We go around again in circles.
Play this game over again. Run. We go around again in circles...
circles.
Noise And Kisses
Look in my eyes... I'm jaded now, whatever that
means. By sharing these things I rip my heart out. It's worth
my time, whatever that means. Hard to see up. My neck feels
stiff until I wake up. The orange I choked and back to my neck.
It's worth my time, whatever that means... so share with me, cause I need
it right now. Let me see your insides or write me off, cause I'd
rather starve now if you won't open up. Give it to me. Give
me all... whatever you want. It's never been me to want this much
from you. I can see it tears me up.. share with me, cause I need
it right now. Let me see your insides or write me off, cause I'd
rather starve now if you won't open up... you won't open up. It tears
me up. It tears me up. It tears me up. Look in my eyes...
I'm jaded now, whatever that means. By sharing these things I rip
my heart out. It's worth my time, whatever that means... so share
with me, cause I need it right now. Let me see your insides or write
me off, cause I'd rather starve now if you won't open up... won't open
up. It tears me up (Share with me, cause I need it right now.
Let me see your insides). It tears me up (Or write me off).
And it tears me up (Cause I'd rather starve now if you won't open up...
won't open up).
On My Own
See all those people on the ground wasting time.
I try to hold it all inside, but just for tonight. The top of the
world... sitting here wishing. The things I've become. That
something is missing. Maybe I... but what do I know? And now
it seems that I have found nothing at all. I want to hear your voice
out loud. Slow it down, slow it down. Without it all I'm choking
on nothing. It's clear in my head and I'm screaming for something.
Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all. On my own. On
my own. On my own. On my own. On my own. On my
own. Without it all I'm choking on nothing. It's clear in my
head and I'm screaming for something. Knowing nothing is better than
knowing at all. On my own. On my own. On my own.
On my own.
Pieces Mended
Being faced with what I'm faced with I feel like
I can't rock. Like a rock hit my heart. Started to chain the
day and exploded into pieces. Marry me. Stay the same.
Lie to me and try to say you never will. Marry me. Stay the
same. Lie to me and try to tell me... I've got a feeling in
my gut now fills me with so much hope. Said, "Fuck it, I'm fine."
Dine and dashed. The pianist peddled into morning... morning.
Marry me. Stay the same. Lie to me and try to say you never
will. Marry me. Stay the same. Lie to me and try to say
you never... Morning... morning. Faced with what I'm faced
with I feel like I can't rock. Like a rock hit my heart. Started
to chain the day and exploded into pieces... pieces... pieces... pieces...
pieces (Faced with what I'm faced with)... pieces (I feel like I can't
rock)... pieces (Like a rock hit my heart)... pieces (Started to
chain the day and exploded into pieces)...
Choke
You're so crazy.