1. Leaving
2. Hard To Impress
3. American Pie (Don McLean cover song)
4. The Death Of My Blood Is Your Indulgence
5. On & On & On (Live)
6. Kritsina She Don't Know I Exist (Live)
7. 9MM & A Three Piece Suit (Live)
Leaving
I'm leaving here today. I'm gonna go real far away
from here. I'm gonna find a girl like the one I met in high school. But
she's not gonna get away this time. I'm gonna keep her by my side. Not
gonna lose my grip on you. I'm gonna somehow make it through this time.
Not gonna fuck up like I did back then. Maybe I'll even fall in love again.
(chorus) And when I try to make things right. I always seem to lose the
fight. Can't seem to hold on to my life. So I go on through the pain. That's
why I'm leaving here today. Won't make it any other way. Cigarettes &
sleep are the only things that keep me from losing my mind maybe in time
you'll know that. Without you I am nothing I have always acted blind. I'm
never coming home because you left me all alone last night and you never
even showed up in the morning. And so I try to find a way to hold it in.
I guess you win this time. Good friends are hard to find. (repeat chorus)
Hard To Impress
You say that you don't know me and you couldn't
if you tried and your ignorance amazes me with every single lie. You say
one thing and mean it then but then you can't decide. I would like to know.
What did I do to earn your disrespect? An overrated importance of superior
intellect. The words I say are not as big but does that mean a thing. I
guess that I'll just stop. Trying to impress. (chorus) I look at you and
wonder what you're thinking. And what you say when I turn my back to you.
Your arrogance powers your ego. You say that I don't know you but I've
tried and tried and tried and I don't know what you're thinking when you
look into my eyes. Is it positive or is it negative the trend. And it's
funny the way you thought of me when I thought that we were friends. I'm
glad it all worked out. The way I knew it would. I'm glad that I can stop.
Trying to impress. (repeat chorus)
American Pie (Don McLean cover song)
The Death Of My Blood Is Your Indulgence
On & On & On (Live)
I still remember that night it was the fourth of
July It's still engraved in my mind and I'm not suprised. Gang wars no
guns hand to hand. You're black I'm white he's purple but I still don't
undestand. I'm going to be alright I'm going to be okay everything is going
to be fine back off. I want to be alone I want to think it out and I'm
thinking that I want to go home. Look who's laughing now. I'll pull it
off somehow. As I passed her by I could see her cry and I'll never forget
the look that was in her eye and the music you know it played on &
and on & on so won't somebody tap her on the shoulder tell her life
goes on. 3 years 2 months 1 week 4 days I'm always counting down because
there ain't no easier way trust me you know that I tried and if I said
it was easy then you know that I told a lie. I'm going to be alright I'm
going to be just fine. One down five billion to go. Am I the next
in line and do I really want to know?
Kritsina She Don't Know I Exist (Live)
Not long ago in my high school days I watched a
girl from so far away But everytime she passed me by I turned my head away
and quietly sighed. And when she walked by her hair would dance, a secret
tango that only I could understand and if she asked for the time of day
I'd look her in the eyes and quietly say: Kristina Kristina Do you have
any clue who I am? (hell no) So listen up because I'll tell you once and
I'll explain myself the best that I can. Kristina Kristina You don't know
me so I'll have to persist. You don't know me so I'll have to persist.
I'm kind of shy so don't wonder why Kristina she don't know I exist. From
class to class I followed her, but I swore I'd leave her undisturbed and
if she ever stopped by and turned around I got so nervous and I stared
at the ground. And then one day in photography I foud a contact print that
I could not believe and there she was staring back at me so I took her
home so quietly. 1.17.98 it's been a day that I've come to hate. As I walked
into the video store there she stood as my jaw fell to the floor. Tapping
her toe, waiting in line, with a movie and some other guy Why did I bother?
Why did I care? About this girl named Kristina Behr? Kristina Kristina
You'll never get to know who I am. This is goodbye so please don't cry
and I'll let you down as softly as I can. Kristina Kristina another name
to cross off my list. In another life it could have been nice but Kristina
she won't know what she missed.
9MM & A Three Piece Suit (Live)
Well I know I shouldn't care but I do & I don't
and I always crack a smile when I see your punk rock clothes and you try
try but you never fit in and you're never going to so pack it up pack it
in, so there Steve took three or four Heather took more. She lit a cigarrette
and they're walkin out the door with a semi automatic and a ski mask on
they look to one another and they say to themselves "what fun". Well I
never want to bother and I never want to hover over his or her affairs
because that's not fair and it seems to me that you're running out of time
and it seems to me like you're never going to do what's right Jack dropped
21, Jill 22. The look in his eye said "Brother what are you going to do
with a 9mm and a three piece suit?" they look to one another and say "hey
motherfucker, who's the fool?"